Thursday, February 02, 2012

The P-word

The last semester is in full swing and the picture at the top of this post is a word that has been haunting me, making me smile, causing lots and lots of questions and soul searching, and just plain scary! The resume is updated, the cover letter in the editing stages, the interview suit is hanging in the closet, and in the next week applications will be flying out with rapid fire.

I have shared with many who have asked that I feel that I am almost back at square one, right where I was three years ago before I made the big move here. Over the past few days as I have looked out my window and seen the lights of the city or driven by one of my favorite places, walked across campus, and worshiped with my church family, I am sad to think that this could be my last winter here, my final days as a city girl. But just like three years ago, I want to be where I am supposed to be, right in the palm of God's hand, and I know that just like He did then, He will once again open the right door and show me where that next step is. Should I stay or should I go? That is the looming question and only time is going to tell.

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